Passing the Test

Matthew 4: 1-11
1 Then was Jesus led up of the spirit into the wilderness to be tempted of the devil.
2 And when he had fasted forty days and forty nights, he was afterward an hungred.
3 And when the tempter came to him, he said, If thou be the Son of God, command that these stones be made bread.
4 But he answered and said, It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God.
5 Then the devil taketh him up into the holy city, and setteth him on a pinnacle of the temple,
6 And saith unto him, If thou be the son of God, cast thyself down: for it is written, He shall give his angels charge concerning thee: and in their hands they shall bear thee up, lest at any time thou dash thy foot against a stone.
7 Jesus said unto him, It is written again, Thou shall not tempt the Lord thy God.
8 Again, the devil taketh him up into an exceeding high mountain, and sheweth him all the kingdoms of the world, and the glory of them;
9 And saith unto him, All these things will I give thee, if thou wilt fall down and worship me.
10 Then saith Jesus unto him, Get thee hence, Satan: for it is written, Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve.
11 Then the devil leaveth him, and behold, angels came and ministered unto him.

This is a continuation of the theme I began with the article, Proceed With Caution, concerning my special phrase and the immense significance of what I'm doing. Please read my articles from that point on. I will also have a number of related Bible articles, as I am finding that greater clarity and information is coming to me very rapidly now. I want to get all of this information conveyed as quickly as possible without overwhelming my readers, but I am feeling the end drawing near, at least for me. I am transitioning so fast now, and the reality of reaching my goals is drawing closer every day.

The most recent revelation came to me in a flash, in the midst of the horror of Hurricane Laura. I don't mean in the Gulf, I mean here in Northeast Ohio. The rain came down with a force I have never seen, tearing up trees and bringing destruction. Four inches of torrential rain. At least here on my farm. A tree fell on one of the neighboring trailers. Then suddenly, I understood, and what I've written in my last several articles has made more sense even to me, because now it all has a purpose, and a good one. It's all a GIFT. And it all ties in with our special phrase. What has been revealed to me has personal significance, especially concerning my phrase, but is also has global significance. If you have been working with your phrase and additional information comes to you which is relevant to it, then you are on the right track.

I have wondered what really happened during the Reptilian Invasion for years and years. Bringers of the Dawn filled in a lot of the blanks, plus confirmed what I had suspected. But there has still been this gaping hole that I've been trying to fill, and that is, Why? Why did this happen? HOW could it happen to us, if we supposedly were so advanced, and created this planet with such a grand purpose in mind? How did we allow them to come in and take over? We had POWERS. Why did we not use them to protect what we have created?

I think all we need to do is look around to see the behavior of people to understand that the shortcoming was in us. Something was wrong, missing, undeveloped. Spiritually? Morally? Whatever it was, we had created something too advanced for us at the level we were then, much like those who have created all this technology today, without morals and ethics, and it will be our death and destruction if we do not succeed in rising above it.

The information I am getting is that we have tried and tried for all these millions of years to reposses what was rightfully ours, and should have been a paradise instead of a prison. But so far we have been unsuccessful. They have always found the means to thwart our efforts. Time has run out and They are turning people into 'bots and 'droids, for the price of their soul. So why are people allowing it? For the same reasons, I believe, that we allowed the Reptilian Invasion. And once people give up their souls, they are no longer people. For eternity? I dunno, but I would imagine it would be even more difficult to repossess one's soul than for us to repossess this planet. Perhaps this is why I am feeling such a sense of urgency lately. Something is coming to a head, both at the personal and global levels for those of us who represent the creators of this planet, and there is also this feeling of now or never.

The information I have gleaned from this latest revelation is that we, meaning our multi-dimensional, future/past, and very wise selves devised a plan guaranteed to not fail, out of desperation to insure success in perhaps the last lifetime we will have to sweep the planet free, and hopefully the universe, too, of this parasitic and invasive vermin. So before we incarnated, knowing we would lose our memory and be put through a particularly rough challenge this time around, we programmed this special phrase into ourselves in code, and I am finding that it operates in code, too. If I said my phrase to any person, they would look at me funny and wonder what the hell I was talking about. But it makes perfect sense to me. And so each revelation I receive is tied in to the fulfillment of this goal, which is my special phrase, AND to the global goal stated above.

But remember, we have lost our memories, so it has been easy to go in the wrong direction, or at least, not the direction that insures the activation of this phrase, which is our code and key. We actually learned something similar to this when I took the DNA class back in 2004, and I just now remembered. And so, in order to keep us steered in the direction of discovering this phrase, then using it as a tool, we have found ourselves in terrible situations that have no solution in the physical world. Backed into a corner, as I have written. It is at that point that we begin to remember we were able to create, but we cannot seem to do it. Why?

Let's now return to Jesus. As I have said numerous times, I believe he was an alien who returned with much of his memory intact, in order to start the ball rolling. But he still needed to be tested and tempted in order to develop his warrior muscles. His goal was to defy the illusion of the physical world, and even death, but in order to do that, he needed to be sure that his skills were completely developed before the final act. In my article, Water to Wine, he was annoyed at his mother for requesting a miracle from him before he was ready. He did not want to "show off" doing trivial "miracles" before he was completely developed at the spiritual level, and was in a complete state of trust—in himself and in his mastery. Do you think maybe that was why the Reptilian Invasion was so easy for them? We had not perfected ourselves at the spiritual and moral levels, and perhaps were also "showing off" what we could create. Our arrogance lost us a planet. We see humanity heading deep down the same road now.

So a series of tests and temptations were also programmed into us, along with our special phrase, before incarnation, set to unveil in increments as we passed each test. And the passing of each test also activated even deeper challenges until we finally got so sick of trying to solve all the seemingly unsolveable problems that faced us, when suddenly, POOF! We let go. All the mind control has been burned out of our system. We remember. We KNOW. We are ourselves once again, creators of the world, and we allow our non-physical, non-linear aspect to function again as it should. But with a massive difference. We are now seasoned warriors who no longer FEAR, or DOUBT and completely trust in ourselves. Had we that resolve back then, the Reptilians would have been blasted off this planet.

But it goes even deeper. Our multidimensional selves, our much wiser future/past, all encompassing selves are NOT here on earth, But where the hell are they? Being in communication with that aspect of ourselves would have given us so much support and guidance all through this misery, but in most cases, they were nowhere to be found, at least on a regular basis. When I had this latest revelation, I suddenly no longer felt so alone in my task. My special phrase is reopening lines of communication with the self who programmed me, or rather, itself, before incarnation. So what it amounts to is that I am beginning to remember what I did and why, and most especially what I need to do in order to pass all the tests. And the final exam will mean my freedom. That's why not passing is NOT an option.

I am seeing now, everything in the physical part of my life literally falling apart, but I can see the scheme of things much clearer now. With each test that I pass, I move closer to my goals. I can also look back and understand SO many things that happened to me, and why. I can remember numerous times that I was protected from disasters that could have been fatalities. One of my regular readers related to me an incident of someone running a red light that could have been a fatality. I had a very similar experience. I suddenly found myself on the other side of the intersection and looked in the rear-view mirror as the other car passed through, having no idea how I got there.

There was another incident that was even more scary. Back when I started the farm as a business, I also did small engine repair. I was working on a cusotmer's tiller, which was in front of the shed. There was a dead lombardy poplar next to the shed, and it was a windy day. I went up to the porch to get a little tray on which I had all the parts to a carburator I had rebuilt. As I was walking back to the shed, right before I reached the tiller, I heard something drop off the tray. So I bent down to pick it up. At that moment, a gust of wind blew down this huge lombardy poplar, right over the place where my neck would have been over the tiller, had I not stooped down. But the most amazing part was, that nothing had actually dropped off my tray.

So what is happening to me now is clearing the spider webs of many lifetimes. The jigsaw puzzle of life in no longer just pieces spead out on the table, they are coming together to form a picture. We have suffered the unfortunate fate of being blinded warriors in the dark, slashing away and sometimes hitting, mostly missing, while our predators have the advantage of seeing us very clearly in plain view. One of the intriguing aspects of using my special phrase is that there is a secret conversation going on between me, this self and me, the wiser all-knowing self, which I am thinking cannot be hacked. Each revelation gives me greater confidence to let go of all aspects of this physical world. No fear, no doubt, complete trust. All of the tests and temptations and challenges are building strength for the final battle. Just as Jesus completely prepared himself for his ultimate goal, he made sure there were no gaps in his preparation, all bases covered, all tests passed with flying colors. That's where I'm going. I have no intentions of failing. I will pass with flying colors, too, and when I do, I will know that it was all an illusion anyways.

I have been immersed for the past several weeks in a huge literary project, the great twentieth-century retelling of Sir Thomas Malory's voluminous King Arthur saga, by T.H. White. I suppose it is the definite modern version of the story, told in White's own voice, as he weaves in pertinent events from his own time, which included both world wars. So a great part of his interpretation focuses on morals, doing what is right, courage and, yes, lots and lots of tests. I read this book back in high school, some time in the early 1970s, nearly fifty years ago. For all these years, in my mind, it was my all-time favorite book. But years passed and I have read hundreds and hundreds of books since then. Would it still be my favorite? Yes, but this time around, I understand why. I understand the depth of White's interpretation from a moral and ethical standpoint.

The whole set consists of five books. Four are compiled now in the book known as The Once and Future King from which the musical and movie, Camelot is based. The first two books are very funny, but the third one, which focuses on the self-loathing Sir Lancelot, is dead serious. As Arthur's Round Table begins to fall apart, and he realizes his knights are bored and that he has "forgot about God." He decides to instigate a quest for the Holy Grail to give his knights something to do that is spiritual. If you know the story, it is Galahad, the illigitimate son of Lancelot, conceived when he was drunk and under a spell, believing to be in bed with the Queen. When he awakens, he is shocked and angry to find that not only has he lost his precious virginity, but he has lost it with the wrong woman. Years later, Galahad becomes the man Lancelot wanted to be. He and Sir Percivale, both virgins, are allowed to discover the Grail, along with Sir Bors, who only had sex once. So he needs to be tested. Half of the knights were killed and even more maimed. As each returns, they have audience with the king and queen to tell of their adventures. This section is the only humorous part of the third book. Here is part of Lionel's story, who was Lancelot's cousin and Sir Bors' brother.

"They got worse as they went. In the third trial a man came to him dressed as a priest, and told him that there was a lady in a castle nearby who was doomed to death unless Bors made love to her. This supposed priest pointed out that he had already sacrificed the life of his own brother—that was me—by wrongly choosing to help the maiden, and that if he did not sin with the new lady now, he would have a second life on his conscience. I ought to have mentioned that the two knights left me for dead, and Bors found me apparently dead, and he had taken my body to an abbey for burial. Of course, I recovered later.

"Well, the lady appeared in the castle—as stated by the feigned priest—and she confirmed the story. She said that there was a magic which would make her die for love, unless my brother was good to her. Bors now realized that he must either commit mortal sin and save the lady, or refuse to commit it and let her die. He told me afterwards that he remembered some bits out of the penny catechism, and a sermon which was once given when there was a mission at Camelot. He decided that he was not responsible for the lady's actions, while he was responsible for his own. So he refused the lady."

Guenever giggled.

"That was not the end of it. The lady was dazzlingly beautiful, and she climbed to the highest keep of her castle, with twelve lovely gentlewomen, and she said that if Bors would not stop being so pure, they would all jump off together. She said she would force them to do so. She said that he only had to have one night with her—and why need it not be fun?—for the gentlewomen to be saved. All twelve of them shouted out to Bors, and begged him for mercy, and wept for dole.

"I can tell you my brother was in a quandary. The poor things were so frightened and so pretty, and he only had to stop being obstinate to save their lives."

"What did he do?"

"He let them jump."

"Shame!" cried the Queen.

"Oh, they were only a collection of fiends, of course. The whole tower turned up-so-down and vanished immediately, and it turned out that they had been fiends all the time, including the priest."

And so Sir Bors confirms his purity by making the right choice and is allowed to be involved in the discovery of the Grail.

Just as Sir Bors and Jesus in the wilderness encountered the devil, so we are plagued by evil forces attempting to steer us wrong, and most are falling for it. We certainly did during the Invasion, and have been paying the price ever since. Perhaps that's why it has taken so long for us to reach the point where we are now, much older and wiser souls who do not intend to make the same mistake twice.

But perhaps the most important message of this article is the understanding of the need to pass these immensely difficult tests and temptations. If we do not build our strength in every aspect of our physical, mental, psychological and spiritual selves, we will surely fail and perhaps never have such an opportunity again. We must look upon all this horror, again, as a GIFT. We must also not look upon all the ways we are being attacked as being negative and react by bitching and whining. We must do what it takes to overcome them all. In doing so, we pass all our tests, and the illusion, as with Sir Bors, will "vanish immediately." Then we will know our strength and power without a doubt in our minds, and nothing will ever be able to take it from us again.

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