Since my trip through the Pool of Light, my life has been transforming before my eyes—I can even notice it as a change in the physical world, and a long time in coming. Every few days seem to bring more revelations. The chasm I spoke of in my last article is widening. We can now see the inner workings of the program from up close. I personally do not experience that black mass surrounding me any more. I don't feel the boulder sitting on my shoulders. Those feeling have come and gone in the past, but now they seem to be leaving for good. If they do show up, they dissipate quickly. In the past, nearly all of my energy was going toward breaking free and protecting myself. Finally, after two long decades, I am getting relief, experiencing just a glimpse of what life might be like living without shackles.
I had a very revealing dream several nights ago. I have been struggling with dead energy on this farm for quite a few years. I know it is being sucked away by something or someone, but I have been unable to pinpoint the culprits. And even though I have dealt with a vast portion of the problem, I know, at least at this point, that rogue software program is still running in the background, and I have not been able to disable it or disengage it. Yet.
In this dream, I saw a person that I know, or rather, know of—it is not a friend or even an acquaintance—I don't even know this person's name. But in the dream I saw them on my farm gathering up all my purple cauliflower—a crop I usually grow in abundance, but didn't even bother with this year because of the four solid months of rain. I woke up and was intrigued with what I learned. From what I know about this person, the dream made sense. Of course, my next question was, "So what should I do about it?" The answer I got was to do nothing, that my becoming aware of it was the solution. This is a totally new process. In the past I would have gone into a Shamanic trance and sought a past-life or other non-physical means of dealing with the issue. As I stated in my last article, when I returned to my Original Self, that was as far back as I could go. It seems that now, the result of that journey is making itself known. The dimensional splitting off that occurred then is working its way into the present, and I am becoming keenly aware, by dream and waking instances that things are moving along in due course. In other words, my work is finished—it is just a matter of observing the pieces falling into place.
That said, however, there are guidelines I am being shown to speed up the process. Here is another instance that just happened, and opened even more doorways to the inner working of the machine:
I was out Friday night about 11:30, taking my dogs on their last potty run before bed. I had Rex first, and we went our regular route across the driveway toward the greenhouse, then turned south and headed up toward my squash field. I was holding my flashlight on Rex, who had just finished his business. We then turned toward the greenhouse again to retrace our path, as usual. At that moment, there was a brilliant flash of light behind me that lasted for a millisecond. I wasn't sure if I imagined it—I was momentarily stunned. I thought I dropped my flashlight, but there it was in my hand. I swung around and looked into the southwest sky to see a light whizzing downward, then disappearing. All this happened in a flash, but it was like time had slowed down. I know I was meant to experience what had just happened. What are the chances that I would have been outside to see that at that particular moment? When we returned to the house, I had a strange and good feeling that there was more than meets the eye in that experience, and that whatever I saw in the sky had provided me with a needed energetic doorway.
The next day, some very interesting information was again revealed to me: I found myself confronted with a number of other energy vampires, but this time I could see the process—the functioning of the software as it happened. To make a comparison, it was as if I was inside the computer and could actually see the functioning of the program at the micro level. It was quite fascinating as I stood back and observed! At the energetic level, we all know what is going on, but most people are so out of touch with anything that is not in the physical realm, they are unaware of what their unconscious mind knows. But the behavior I observed confirmed that indeed, these people knew at some level that their energy source was drying up as the dimensions pull farther and farther apart. I saw one person become very whiny—another scrambled to maintain their previous social standing. Another became very aloof, while still another exploded in anger and rudeness. Interesting to watch. But the more important part was realizing that the software was programmed to keep people trapped. There are the energy vampires, and those who are being sucked dry. The program seeks to maintain this status quo. The way to break out, I learned, is to not give these people energetic attention at all. DO NOT REACT. Let them throw their tantrums, but move in the opposite direction. Even though we cannot disable the software at this point (though that will happen when the dimensions are totally split), refusing to react in the expected manner, is like deleting a driver on your computer. The software is still there, but there is nothing to run it.
Armed with this new knowledge, I have been able to see much more clearly who is benefiting from others' hard work. And another observation I have made is that these vampire people are nearly always the ones who are basically selfish, greedy, puffed up, have overblown feelings of self-importance, and who prefer to keep situations as they are. Just as we can see big institutions on their way to destruction, so we can see individuals, whose illusory empires are also beginning to crumble.
Incidentally, I later learned that I indeed was not imagining the light in the sky. A meteor had passed over Columbus, Ohio, and was visible in fourteen states. As I live in Northeast Ohio, that would account for my vision in the southwest sky.
Laughing Crow is a modern-day Shaman
who has been immersed in the study of
metaphysics for over 30 years. She is an
organic farmer, environmentalist, animal
rights activist, artist, and holistic healer,
(and a little bit of a geek).
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